Monthly Archives: January 2012

“Nobody likes me” is a thought that keeps buzzing around my brain like an annoying mosquito.  But the thing is I don’t actually care so why does the thought bother me so?  I keep trying to swat the thought away. … Continue reading →

I spoke a lot of truths today in an effort to make connections with perfect strangers.  It’s exhilarating to tell your life to basic newcomers to your life.  Nobody knows the things you haven’t told them.  Even if they do … Continue reading →

Fear immobilizes me.  I can’t do anything.  I can’t move forward, can’t move back and definitely staying right where I am is an impossibility.  How can I change if I can’t do anything right?  I have all these desires but … Continue reading →

I am told that my mind is totally detached from my body which is why I cannot really produce sounds that carry.  I started working out – as I’ve mentioned – so should that help with re-attaching my body to … Continue reading →

I had a singing lesson this week where we focused on breathing.  Apparently, I breath all wrong especially for singing.  It’s why no can hear me.  That Maroon 5 lyric should be ‘can anyone hear me?  Cause it’s getting harder … Continue reading →

All we need is dedication.  All I need is dedication.  I worked out again today and have plans to work out again tomorrow.  I feel pretty good about this new healthy thing and am wondering how long it will last. … Continue reading →

This is news folks.  I exercised today.  Sticking with #6 on my new years resolution list.  “Work out….regularly”.  Now just cause I did this miraculous thing once doesn’t mean I’ve succeeded just yet.  I need to do this every week … Continue reading →

I’m ok.  I’ve fallen but I’m ok and I can get up.  I actually don’t feel that bad anymore about the whole crying at the audition thing.  I’m focusing on the positive…and the positive aspects of the audition yesterday were: … Continue reading →

Tonight I have that audition for the Etobicoke musical theatre’s production of 42nd street.  It consists of a dance audition at 8:20pm and then my singing/acting audition at 9:13pm.  I’m the first one right after the dancing.  I have a … Continue reading →

I’ve been thinking the key to success in this world has to do with being brave.  I’ve been thinking that since I’m such a coward I may never see some ego-type successes. Here is a list of all the things … Continue reading →