Monthly Archives: November 2011

The Secret

I’ve been in an ugly negative state of mind.  So I’m re-watching “The Secret” to make me feel better.  So I can remember how to shift my thoughts and feelings cause the way I’m going is not helpful.  I’ve been … Continue reading

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Jealousy

Jealousy is an ugly emotion.  I remember when I took Japanese Noh, they have these masks and ‘the jealous woman’ was the ugliest and scariest of them all.  I’m not sure how to get past these feelings of inadequacy.  So … Continue reading

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The ‘F’ word…

Failure.  That’s a word that daunts me every day of my life.  It’s the word that keeps me from accomplishing anything. The ‘S’ word: success.  I look at my life and I don’t see the A+’s I only see the … Continue reading

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Karaoke + Choir

Thursday nights are my night to sing.  However, I am disappointed with my performance as usual.  All the lessons I learn in my weekly singing lessons have fallen upon deaf ears since I can’t put them into practice.  I can’t … Continue reading

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I don’t know

I had an idea for a song.  Firstly, the type of song it would be is a mixture between “Something’s Got a Hold On Me” by Etta James and Little Shop of Horrors -style of song.    The song would … Continue reading

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Limitless

I watched the movie ‘Limitless’ this weekend where the main character takes this drug that makes him practically perfect.  He takes the drug and he finishes the novel he’s been working on overnight.  I need that drug!  I wish I … Continue reading

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Writer’s Block

I am suffering from the most intense writer’s block ever.  Yes I realize I am writing these words but blogging is not real writing or the kind of writing I meant to be writing.  I have so many ideas for … Continue reading

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Becoming Teachable

I’m still mustering along reading and doing the exercises in Julia Cameron’s book “Walking In This World”.  I wanted to share my most recent task. “Take pen in hand.  List 5 personal situations that are for you lingering resentments, sore … Continue reading

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Songs that start with letter T

This week at karaoke were singing songs that start with the letter “T”.  Surprisingly there are not that many that I know and would like to sing.  But here is my list: Take me or Leave Me – Rent Take … Continue reading

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Pity Party

I’ve stopped day-dreaming, I’ve noticed.  I’ve replaced day dreams with television, movies, computer games and books about achieving goals (which I never actually achieve – I just talk about them and write about them incessantly).  Sure I do think about … Continue reading

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