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I’ve come to the conclusion that I’d like to be neither a somebody or a nobody.  Somewhere in the middle suits me fine.  I want to work on these projects because they make me feel good.  I like being creative.  And one day money will come easily and frequently for these passion projects as they call them.  Just because today is not that day doesn’t mean it’ll never come.  Someone else told me that being a writer/performer you need to have a lot faith.  I’m starting to have some as long as I can either stay the hell away from you and your fearful fearfulness or you change but I get that you’re set in your ways and probably can’t.   My natural instincts are to say that I’m sorry and to apologize to the ends of the earth to appease you but I’m actually not at all sorry about the way I live my life.