Eye of the Tiger

I’m going to karaoke tonight with some new friends.  I can’t hide from the disappointment of not getting into Cabaret.  Sure I still haven’t heard from them but there’s no use pretending – I didn’t get in and I prepared the best I could and it still wasn’t good enough.  As usual I feel like a big old loser.  I was recently told: ‘The things that you want are so easy.  What can’t you do them?”  The answer: ‘I don’t know.”  Obviously something must be wrong with me if I can’t even get a hold on a few basic things like a job, a part in a musical and third insanely important thing that shall remain nameless.  What ever I’m letting Darcy have her way with me – she’s probably right in the long run.  Hopefully singing some songs tonight will at least make me feel better about the loser that is me.