I am trying to align my thoughts, feelings and actions to achieve certain goals. The general goal is to write. But I already do that to some degree. So I guess I need to refine the goal even more and say a) to write b) to see those imaginings manifested on stage or screen, and c) receive some financial compensation for that work. Obviously I’m not in in for the money cause at this point it’s like what money? I feel like the work I need to do on a spiritual level is to get myself to the place where I allow financial rewards for the work I’ve always done and will continue to do. Over the years I’ve watched a lot of youtube videos on how the law of attraction works. I sheepishly go to these videos when I’m feeling the fear and resistance to find comfort. It is a bit embarrassing to admit that I totally buy into this stuff but what can I say. This website makes it pretty clear that I am a dreamer. Anyway, here is one that I liked: