I feel better now. Friends did join me at karaoke and I it was nice. The word of the night was ‘woman’ in honor of International Women’s Day — which by the way I was not aware of until the second portion of my day. So I sang the Britney Spears song ‘I’m Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman.
Other songs I would’ve song with the word ‘woman’ in it:
- Superwoman – Alicia Keys
- I am a Woman – Peggy Lee or from Smokey Joe’s Cafe
- Independent Woman – Destiny’s Child
Today’s all about writing. I’m going to work on ‘Nobody’s Idol’ today. There is so much resistance. I keep thinking of all the things I’ve got to do that are way more important than the writing I’ve been putting off for a long, long time. I really can’t wait until the part where my dreams are being fully realized. It seems to sketchy to take these steps forward with no guarantee that anything worth anything will come of it. But I just gotta try. I suppose on my gravestone it’ll say ‘…but she tried’ or ‘A for effort’. Now I’m just stalling.
It’s just that I’m still really bothered that this guy who I sent a sample of my writing to didn’t email me back. It can only mean that this fellow thought it was garbage and that my writing unfit. But who cares what ‘people’ think? A stranger – he might the crazy one for all I know. Whatever…no worries…why did I think this person would be of any help…it’s cause I’m looking for a composer that I even emailed this person in the first place. Anyways…